hardest thing to learn during recovery is….. some of your misery is your own fault. you have to actively choose to stop wallowing in your own pain & start to recover. that means stop being self deprecating, start taking care of yourself, start eating healthy, start taking your hygiene seriously, even if it’s hard. & it is hard! but you must.
I was actually really fucking bummed out abt turning 21 but my best friend and boyfriend just planned out the best night for me and it was probably the best birthday I’ve ever had honestly!!!
